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It's a new year.
A lonely new year.
Not exactly a happy one, but it's still a new year.
Started the year with a vomit.
It wasn't just the drink.
There was a bit of blood.
Oh wells, still alive.

Just feels so lonely without you.
Don't think you've missed me as much as I do.
I think of you in the morning,
I think of you in the afternoon,
I think of you at night,
I think of you before I sleep.
You're always there in my mind.
I do still feel sad when I think of it.
I do still want to cry.
I do still miss you a lot.

But so what if I feel sad...
So what if I cry...
So what if I miss you...
You'll still not be around for me.
I can't look for you whenever I'm in trouble now.
I have to face them alone no matter how hard it is.
I have to face my life all by myself.

I know you're happier without me.
I can't keep disturbing you too.
I kept stopping myself each time I want to look for you.
I had to think through many times before I could reply you.
I dare not ask for your time.
I dare not ask for your presence.
Because you have chosen to leave me,
I have no rights to ask anything from you.
I'm by myself now.

You always think that my family would be there for me.
That's what you think.
But I know I'm just by myself.
This time I can't go running to anyone for help.
It's jut me, my bedroom and my wet pillow.
Just myself.
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