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I guess no one would ever read this blog again.
My fourth finger hurts, it's swollen with a blister and I can't use it to type.
My heart still hurts too.
You don't even want to go anywhere with me now.
Your heart is probably out seeking someone else.
I'm sad, and you won't know.
You don't care about me anymore.
I guess I'll just have to do things on my own.

I want to go many places with you.
But in your eyes, I'm just a speck of dust.
And you can't wait to sweep me off presence.
To you, I'm just that foolish stupid idiot who's still head over heels for you.
And that is how you can fool me in anyway you want.
You can trick me into believing that you might want to travel with me.
All your pretence.
All your "might"s, "maybe"s and "see how"s.
How you act like you didn't know those words would bring me hope.

When have you started to lie like that?
When did you learn to carry me so high and slamming me back down?
Did you know how much it hurts me?
Did you bother to think about how I feel?
Did you know I was crying when it all happened?
NO! Because you just wanted to blame me for flaring up.
I really feel like ending this life.
I really do...
I feel so tired of it.
My heart can't bear those pain much longer.
One day, I might just give up.
And that's because the pain that you inflict is too much.
You think you're perfect and you don't hurt people?
I'd like to say that you're the 2nd who hurt me the most.
You don't have to know who's the 1st...
Because I doubt you truly care and I'll just be making a fool out of myself.
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