Talking To Me

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Everything you do, affects me so much.
Just a tiny bit of your concern,
Just a tiny bit of your love,
Just a tiny bit of your hug,
Just a tiny bit of you kiss,
it makes me able to just let go of the things you did.
Ultimately, it's wrong.
But why is it that I'm able to just let it go because of how you treat me?

I went over with a heart filled with burden. heavy burden.
I was worried, worried about how I would feel when I meet you.
I was worried about how I would treat you when I see you.
I was worried about what I would say that could hurt you.
I almost wanted to cancel our meeting.
I almost wanted to just go get haircut on my own.
I feared having to go home crying.
I feared having to go home feeling more troubled.

But I prayed.
I prayed for the strength to face you.
I prayed that meeting up with you won't be something too much for me to handle.
I prayed that I won't hurt you.
I prayed that I would be able to feel better.
And I'm sure my prayers were answered.

I didn't know how to face you.
I didn't know if what came out of your mouth would hurt me.
I didn't know how it would be like.
That's why I chose to listen to music.
But I was happy with how it ended.
I was happy to get to know things.
It felt like I could trust you again.

But then again, I still have fears.
The fear of getting hurt.
The fear of being lied to.
Just hope that things would turn out well, that's all.

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