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Thought I would enjoy today during the gathering..
Didn't really sing much songs anyway.
But the crazy moments were great.
Thought today will be a great day..
made plans when people decided not to turn up,
so just flushed them to the back of my mind..

Everything screwed up at home.
So painful.
I let out the news about my brother's room being infested with worms.
Amazingly, my brother did not inform anyone!
It being worms.. (She hates and fears them)
Next, being that there were so many in the room..
Doom is inevitable.
He got rant at, and I was pulled in to.
She rant about everything..
From the tidiness of my room,
to my sleeping hours,
to my nail polishes,
to my past,
to her past,
to our house,
to our family,
to my boyfriend,
to my boyfriend's mum,
literally everything!!!!

Holding on to the cup,
there were two options on my mind..
1. Hit it real hard on her head.
2. Throw it on the floor and step on it.
But I just simply left the room.
My eczema is acting up, does she know why?

Today's been a rough day.
My toenail cracked, and bled a bit.
But it hurts a lot!
My knee gets friction burn,
but no one cares...
No one's going to hear the story.
No one's going to hear my pain.

It's been awhile since I've last cried so badly by myself.
Before I shower, during and after..
They are still hanging at the edge of my eyes..

I'm nothing but a standing-in project.
EVERYWHERE!
I'm just a lending ear for her when she needs it.
I'm just a companion when meeting with friends are gone.
I'm just an entertainer when friends met are boring.
I'm just there so people could use and dump it after use.

Feels like...
I'm just by myself.
And I am.


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